How and What I feel....

No offense but I don't feel the spirit of Christmas this month. Gosh... I sound mean but that's what I feel. Nevertheless, I'm still trying to look excited though I'm not! My house has decorations already but where's the people that should celebrate Christmas? Well... They're not here.... They're busy... I know it's not yet December 25 well.. guess what.. I'm sick and tired of trying to do something so that my parents would know I'm still here. You know, sometimes I wanna slap them... They ignore but what... I can't help it... I'm the least of their priority.. Anyway.. going back to Christmas... Wish I'd celebrate it with my friends.. They're more like my family than my own family.. No offense to my family... Decorations in my house are just decorations.. They put it there so that people will say that people will say that "Oh, they're so christmasy". I'm so damn tired of it... damnit.. I shouldn't  be swearing but I can't help it.. I'm so disappointed. To tell you the truth, I think my parents are doing things for me because they are oblige to.. Gosh I'm soooo far from the topic.. I know I know... I just can't help but say these things to you. gosh... I should stop.. Anyway... sorry for this...

I Wanna Escape

The thing is, I wanna escape every problem I am facing right now. It's horrible. I can't solve the other since I can't solve my biggest problem about my friend. You see, this friend of mine is like a sister to me. I treated her nicer than I treat my real sister. Guess what. My biggest problem is her. We had this...fight. At first I didn't really noticed that we were fighting after all I was only annoyed with her at the beginning since she keeps on saying DUMB! YOUR DUMB! DUMB DUMB DUMB! yada yada yada and so on. I didn't really know that she was referring to my mistake last last Monday. I didn't mean it. I swear. It's just that they were so freaking noisy and they won't obey what I said. I didn't know she got hit 'bout what I said. I said dumb ass. And I wasn't really naming. She only got hit 'bout it cause it was her row that was the noisiest. After that, she keeps on saying dumb. I'm a girl full of pride. And I couldn't really just say sorry to a person who I didn't really had a fault with. So my other friends said I should say sorry. It took me a while to do that. I said sorry. And guess what. Not a word did she say. Arghh... I prayed that I would get sick so that I won't be able to go to school and it did happened. I had a fever. Days pass and I'm still wishing I'd get sick. I don't wanna face her. I might say something she won't like and the problem would worsen. Gosh... I don't wanna face my problems anymore. I don't even try to talk to her. I pray every night that after I wake up, Everything would be the it used to be. Hanging out with them, talking happily with them. But guess what. It never did happen. Good thing I still have my other friends. At least I can tell them some of my problems...But I wish everything would be alright already....

I Love You My Dear Friends

Friends are like tattoos in your body. It may seem that it's not there, but it's always there.
You cannot change the fact that friends are the reason why you can wake up in the morning and end the day with a smile on your face. They are the reason why we can have a good year in school no matter how much you don't like the teacher or adviser.

Friends are also like food and water, different in taste yet it's unique. We cannot live without friends. We'll go crazy without them. They're the reason why we're still sane. A fight with a friend  does not mean that it's the end of the friendship you shared, it can be a beginning, a beginning with an outstanding bond. There may be a day that you're not that close with some of your friends but it does not mean that they are not there for you. They're are always there for you no matter how big your problem is. Those kind of friends are TRUE FRIENDS not FAKE FRIENDS.

We can always encounter people who befriends you because they need something from you and yet when you need them, they make excuses. Those kind of people are like gums. They stick when they're given the chance yet they wont taste good when they're done using us. To hell with those kind of people. They make our world dirty.

NEVER lie to a friend for it is a great sin. LYING may seem a small sin yet it is BIG. Be honest and never let go of your true friends. It's a waste if we let go of them. Tell them how much you love them for it gives you and your friends a greater bond