I Wanna Escape

The thing is, I wanna escape every problem I am facing right now. It's horrible. I can't solve the other since I can't solve my biggest problem about my friend. You see, this friend of mine is like a sister to me. I treated her nicer than I treat my real sister. Guess what. My biggest problem is her. We had this...fight. At first I didn't really noticed that we were fighting after all I was only annoyed with her at the beginning since she keeps on saying DUMB! YOUR DUMB! DUMB DUMB DUMB! yada yada yada and so on. I didn't really know that she was referring to my mistake last last Monday. I didn't mean it. I swear. It's just that they were so freaking noisy and they won't obey what I said. I didn't know she got hit 'bout what I said. I said dumb ass. And I wasn't really naming. She only got hit 'bout it cause it was her row that was the noisiest. After that, she keeps on saying dumb. I'm a girl full of pride. And I couldn't really just say sorry to a person who I didn't really had a fault with. So my other friends said I should say sorry. It took me a while to do that. I said sorry. And guess what. Not a word did she say. Arghh... I prayed that I would get sick so that I won't be able to go to school and it did happened. I had a fever. Days pass and I'm still wishing I'd get sick. I don't wanna face her. I might say something she won't like and the problem would worsen. Gosh... I don't wanna face my problems anymore. I don't even try to talk to her. I pray every night that after I wake up, Everything would be the it used to be. Hanging out with them, talking happily with them. But guess what. It never did happen. Good thing I still have my other friends. At least I can tell them some of my problems...But I wish everything would be alright already....